It's been an interesting and eventful year for me and also for my wonderfull wife who i love so much.

From the start of the year and being very down and struggling to come to terms with who and what I was and Deciding in April to tell my wife, then joining various forums and sites, ive set up an account for Catriona on Facebook and met mostley really lovely people.

I've had my eyes opened in more ways than one!! I've been propersisioned by various individuals who shall remain nameless! I've made some lovely friends and one in particular!

I've listened to some very sad and heart breaking stories from transgender people who are just trying to be who they want to be and just be Happy at the end of the day! :)

I've learned so much this year, that just to talk and listen to some of the people in the transgender community has given me an understanding i didn't have before.

My makeup skills have got better, my makeup collection has grown and so has Catriona's wardrobe, so much so that I'm having to convert our back bedroom into a dressing room for Cat!!😁

The situation with my wife has sort of gone quiet for the time being, allthough she has given me the extra time to be able to dress more and has arranged to go into town all day on a Saturday with her sister a few times since asking in the letter i gave to her, nothing is really discussed but I know that she's doing it for me.

So let's see what 2019 brings, my biggest aim for next year is to try and get out to at least one event as Catriona.

Thankyou to all on the forum, I wish you a very merry Christmas and a wonderfull new year.

Love to all,

Catriona xxxxx