Love you too massive step but if its dark and raining and i buy something casual smart to wear may just get away with it gulp.

The hardest thing may be leaving the hotel.

Maybe have to have a girls night in come up with a plan and a look and maybe give me some fem lessons OMG it's on how frigging exciting lol

Davina (butterflies in my stomach thinking about it)

Ok i will let Esme help me get some things theres a big Primark where we're going thats my type of price and the be honest they do do some nice womens clothing, lingerie, hosiery and shoes etc and many a time i've seen something and thought id like to wear that or love those fashion tights or that makeup looks ok i promise to be confident and not clam up after all miles from home who cares if were over heard saying things are for me or if Esme holds a dress against me to judge length haha

No idea what I'd like to buy id like a bra that covers my fake boobs more, maybe a new body all in one as mines ripped no idea on what size maybe some tights something to tease myself with the possibility of leaving the hotel dressed if im confident i look ok will my wig pass is my biggie and how i wear it to look natural as i pull it all forward usually but is this right.. maybe get to buy a dress which isnt a hand me down from Esme i literally have no idea until we go there but if Esme wants to embarrass me that's fine too you're a bad influence Emma lol

Davina

Davina Esme is offering to treat you when was the last time you treated yourself some girly thimgs?

Let her help you but whatever you need and don't you dare clam up be confident about what you like in a shop and tell her you'd like it

Esme make sure whatever you're getting you make sure to stand back and watch him to to the till and have the embarrassment of paying for the items lol see if he goes red faced you need to have some fun with this too hehe oh i am evil.

What is it you fancy buying Davina?

Emma (wife)

Aww thanks Catriona but like above hate spending money on Davina but if Esme insists

Spoil her Esme!! She's helped me a lot since I've been on here :)

we are off to London in a couple of weeks so we will do some shopping then for Davina x x

I still struggle to condone spending on Davina.

It's the weekend so shopping trip?

For weeks i've been wanting to mention the forum to Esme and tell her new people have joined and tell her how much getting my thoughts down helps me and i hope helps others relate and debate ... why do i clam up and go shy about talking to her about all this ? maybe its because i get a vibe of dont talk to me about crossdressing which when we do talk is fine but advice for others the longer you leave it without talking the harder it is to talk about it and indeed start the conversation.

Esme doesnt realise it or mean it (i hope) but has a look of i dont want to talk about crossdressing or OM~G hes dressed again maybe im wrong and she doesnt have that look but I am a jedi and always right so trust me theres a look lol..

TO back Esme up yes shes said many times if you see something to get it. ❤ but its hard with the kids about and with "the look" we need some form of code maybe lol and aside from this i struggle to condone myself spending money on "Davina"

I couldnt have left the kids in the car and gone back to buy some stockings and a basque / body but i guess i could have returned the next day youre right.

Esme "We will have to sort what you need and go shopping" You all read it here folks so we need a date to go "Davina" shopping lol but not with me dressed as Davina haha

Davina .

Davina

Just catching up on posts. Not been in for a while . sorry if I do that look , I didn’t realise I do it lol, 🙈 but in my defence how many times have I said if you see something to get it. ❤

yes it wouldn’t have been easy having the girls with you this time but you could have gone back and got it.

We will have to sort what you need and go shopping .

love esme x x

Yes a code word would be good as long as she doesn't give it the for God's sake look.

She did offer to get me the lingerie etc today but place is miles away

You need some form of code with Esme if you're in a shop and see something you want for Davina don't let a bargain pass you by.

Some good bargains on line too.

Go back and get those stockings anand the lingerie? Or would Esme get it for you?

Emma (wife)

Oh i see esme wasn't with you, got it, yeah you where stuck there, pity, i love a bargain.

I got my first proper dress off ebay a few weeks ago and it was from Roman, still got the tag on as £45 got it for £18 +p&p, fits a treat but i need to get some hip forms as it's a bit loose around the hips, oh the trials of being a t-girl lol.

Ha if only my kids were old enough to have done that

Lots of times i've been in shops and seen high heels, nice designer tights, lingerie, a skirt or dress in a sale and stuffed as with the kids..

Davina

Much wailing and the nashing of teeth!!

You should of waited until you got out of the shop and then suddenly proclaimed, " I just remembered!,(annoyed tone of voice) i need to just nip back and get something, you carry on and I'll meet you back at the car" 🤣