We were out out last night kids at baby sitters off out on the train to the big smoke for a meal and some people watching then back local for a drink and some live music.

When we've had a drink at some point the conversation comes to "Davina" and yesterday Esme said i was more Rational as Davina.. does she mean sensible? does she mean I fool about less and less of a joker? Rational and nicer as Davina than I am as male me.

I still don't get it I'm just me but she said I was more Rational nicer then calmer.. now we're getting somewhere as it does really chill me out to be Davina my blood pressure reading when dressed Thursday proves this having been high before i got dressed then 2 hours transformed back to normal levels.

I still note lots of girls angst abut wives and needing to talk and wanting acceptance and pains me that its so hard for other t-girls to gain what me and Esme have even more so in that wives and GFs are missing this softer different side to us when we dress ... they may like us more Rational and nicer.

Fingers are still crossed that you'll all find this understanding.

Davina