It can be so frustrating when you need to cross dress and let's drop the pretence and admit that most of us here need this.. We need to cross dress.

For me gone is the time where playing contact sport became my escapism.

My knees are worn out and I'm injury prone ... My escapism from being male me is Davina..

"Hi I'm Davina and I'm a crossdresser but I prefer the term T-girl"

We need to crossdress.. Some will label us a snowflake generation or perverts or something else.. But it makes us no less as men than anyone else.. Gone are the days of cave men dragging women back to the cave.. We're modern men..

We cook, clean, do the dishes, iron, look after the kids, work hard for a living, love sport, movies, good food etc etc.. We can be the protector of our families and head of the house.. But we also enjoy something a little unusual.. We dress up as women..

So what?

Given we're modern men and up for equality what harm does it do if we cross dress? None..

I'm rambling on here..

So today for the first time since May, Esme (my wife ) arranged for me to be home alone.. 10:00-1500 5 hours to be Davina.

I'm on annual leave most of this week but today I've booked myself working from home to keep up with work.

I have literally worked myself silly and need this break from work and I need my escapism so really grateful to Esme for helping free up some alone time the first since May.

Makeup, blonde wig, black stockings and heels, black lingerie and a red dress and it felt sooooo nice to feel those clothes on me, to do my makeup, put on my wig, step into 4 inch heels look up and see myself transformed.. "Davina"

So what did I do with my 5 hours?

I sat down and worked on my laptop .. But I had company.. Not physical company in my house but via Skype had the pleasure of working along side Sammy who was also working from home... And occasionally @Sarahjane.

We were saying a quick hello but it turned into us nattering away aboutnour family, crossdreasing, Camping, different theories and experiancea with crossdressing and wives acceptance of cross dressing and before we knew it Esme was texting me 'we're on the train home' a signal to get the makeup off and return to the bloke of the house.

I was hoping for a bit longer but 5 hours is a lot better than the 3 months not dressed.. So back I changed..

I hope for more chats with Sam and Sarah in the future and potentially meeting up as I think Esme would get along with them both and a wife (in the know) to talk to and become friends with.

We have a good little community here on this forum.

It would be fab in the future but a long shot if we could plan a zoom get together to all say hi as its so nice to put a face and voice to a member on here.

I hope Davina and Sam can keep each other company more in the future but we need to make sure we don't natter on too long and we get our work done lol.

So a fab day as Davina which went way to fast.. Looking forward to the next time.

When you've not dressed in ages and then can .. It feels great.

Davina