I had a bit of a horror moment the other day. My long hair blew across my face during a group photo and in the final shots I look like I have a moustache. Ive shown it to others and they think its fine but I dont like it. At a gut level, I feel ugly. It makes me want to have something done to remove this 'moustache', even though it's just a photo glitch and I dont actually have one
I guess I loathe looking masculine,
I realise now thar I could never do what you do. I would be very sad if I looked in the mirror and saw a male looking back. I'd feel out of body and maybe even depressed. I really didn't like it. And on later thought (because I wasnt thinking about anyone but my own situation at this point) I wondered if this isnt how a transexual feels. And THEN I thought - what makes a crossdressing man so different? How CAN he look in the mirror and see a completely different gender from how he identifies and not feel the discomfort the rest of us feel?
What makes you capable of overriding this discomfort?
Oh, and happy easter. x
Male to female cross dressing is so different to female to male.
Why would you want to dress as a man its boring.
Dressing as a woman an object a femophile desires is sexy.. stockings, high heels (and how our legs look and feel), dresses makeup and a wig and we're transformed.