I'm enjoying some time off work at the moment though did check emails Friday and ended up working for 4 hours.. More fool me.. I get this, there's dressing to relax and escape and a nice holiday can also help you relax but there's the fun element to dressing also which you miss.. Transforming yourself from bloke to what's as much and as good an image of a woman as thou can with makeup and a wig, the feel of lingerie and hold ups and stepping into heels that's euphoric for t-girls.. And an every day availability for women who can't possibly understand why I've used the word euphoric.. I don't wear a 3 piece suit very often or a tie.. Weddings and funerals but when I do I feel smart and I guess the first time a woman or girl has on makeup, a nice dress and heels for the first time for a family wedding then get a lot of wow you look great, you look so grown up etc they have this euphoric feeling but our time is limited where a woman can dress, put on makeup etc any time so normalised that us saying its fun and euphoric will sound strange maybe.

I was a little jealous 3 women in black tights and heels and dresses and 1 in trousers and heels.. One in particular had great legs and I couldnt help but admire her in her dress thinking I wonder where she got that dress I'd love to try that on as well as wow she's got amazing legs.

I think we see more than lust for the sexy actress, we see the makeup, the hair, what she's wearing.. And more the thought I wish I could look as good as her.

Yesterday the swish of legs in tights caught my ear before I clocked eyes on one of the women .. I lobe that noise.. Then an appreciation of her legs in black tights and the heels she had on then as the main desk was about 15 m away from me I could without looking like a perve see the full outfit and her curves in the dress she was wearing which looked great on her and got to see her walk back past me like she was on a catwalk runway to admire her outfit, her makeup and hair.. But as she walked passed from a side room came another women in a lovely dress, a lot shorter showing more legs in black tights and again nice heels and she did the same to the central desk paused to do whatever she was doing then walked back and again wow great makeup hair up in a bun. I have to go pick up mine and Esme's glasses in 2 weeks time.. I had my pre check then got called for my full eye check not one of the black tights high heeled brigade.. As the guy who was checking my eyes went to check the strength of my lenses I text Esme.. I didn't get one with the nice shoes.. As we were both getting eyes checked.. She had no clue what I was on about thought one of the male eye checkers (can't think what they're called lol) had nice shoes so I had to send her the high heels emoji 👠.. Surely she noticed the women in black tights and heels.. Or are T-girls more attuned to womens makeup, hair, tights, heels and dresses..