I'm enjoying some time off work at the moment though did check emails Friday and ended up working for 4 hours.. More fool me.. I get this, there's dressing to relax and escape and a nice holiday can also help you relax but there's the fun element to dressing also which you miss.. Transforming yourself from bloke to what's as much and as good an image of a woman as thou can with makeup and a wig, the feel of lingerie and hold ups and stepping into heels that's euphoric for t-girls.. And an every day availability for women who can't possibly understand why I've used the word euphoric.. I don't wear a 3 piece suit very often or a tie.. Weddings and funerals but when I do I feel smart and I guess the first time a woman or girl has on makeup, a nice dress and heels for the first time for a family wedding then get a lot of wow you look great, you look so grown up etc they have this euphoric feeling but our time is limited where a woman can dress, put on makeup etc any time so normalised that us saying its fun and euphoric will sound strange maybe.