Cool hope you had a good time 👍

It happend on Friday 13th Dec at pink punters and the Trans Radio Christmas Ball, photos and a post on how it went shortly Hannah 🙂

When is this happening Cat?

Thanks Emma, i will be carefull not to get carried away, i appreciate people's opinions to keep my feet on the ground, i have a very nice couple who's husband is now transitioning and the wife is fully supportive of that who I have become friends with and who are going to be with me to help and keep an eye on me So to speak.

I want to experience going out within the trans community, i may not like going to somewhere like pink punters but I have to try it to see.

My wife is very important to me and I hope in time she does come to accept, but I need to do this for me.

Cat xx

Good luck.

When in took my husband out I made sure I thought he looked passable as i took him out in public a few times but I guess if you're doing a t girl event you don't have to blend in with the muggles.

Sad to read your wife won't have anything to do with it but be mindful how this may effect her although it seems this is more important to you than your marriage?

I know my husband put this down as something he escapes into but its not more important than me and him.

A time and place for cross dressing and usually I can spot when he is stressed and needs time to unwind and will make that opportunity for him to dress. Indeed ive pushed him through his guilt and paranoid thoughts even pushing him to dress and be in public.

Anyway be careful not to be that kid in a sweetshop and have fun with it.

Enjoy your night out

Emma (wife)

Thanks Davina, it's certainly been a rollercoaster ride getting to this point.

A lot of girls just want to blend in I think, not to stand out, i think they just want to be out there with others and meet up but not to draw attention to themselves.

I'm not like that, i decided a while ago that even the most convincing T-girl will be spotted out in public and my attitude is that if your going to go out in public and they're going to point and look at you, you may as well front it out! Be bold and flamboyant!

I want people to look at me and say to themselves, "you know what she doesn't look too bad" or " is that actually a man or a woman" ?

Im not trying to be big headed here but I get a lot of other girls online say I'm stunning! I don't think I am, I'm just trying to be me, to be the woman I want to be, my look has just turned out like this, yes ive had influences but it's just from within.

My wife does know I'm on YouTube, i talked to her about it before I did it, she was ok with it, but she doesn't want to be involved in it, she won't watch it, the same as not wanting to see photos of me as Catriona.

But she is allowing me to go out and be who I want to be but won't come with me of course.

As for someone recognising me, it's possible, they would probably recognise my voice and smile but if they do and call me out I'll front it out, own up to it and try and explain what's going on, if they don't accept then that's up to them but they won't be in my life anymore, and that goes for my wife as well!

I may sound hard but I've learned that you either accept me for who I am or you don't, but I'm not going to change for someone else's comfort to fit in with what they want, some people will probably say I'm being selfish and I am to some extent but it'll also show me who really loves me enough to stay with me and support me.

Even I can see how much confidence I've gained since being Catriona, i like that confidence and I hope it shows, I've still got a way to go but I think I'm getting there.

Cat xx

Glad to hear you're going out. Shows how different us tgirls are as I'd be dressed a lot different.. Less flamboyant I suppose, but you dress how you like and enjoy it. There's no offence in any of your posts.. Brave to do and post the video. I'd do one myself like Juliette with my wife but I know she wouldn't want me outing myself publically like that. Does your wife know you're on YouTube and would anyone recognise you? Davina