I wanted to start a new thread with the latest news regarding the ongoing situation with my wife and myself.

Well, on Monday night i decided I wasn't going to leave discussing something with my wife that I had mentioned to her a while ago, and that was wanting to have a makeover as a first step to moving forward.

I decided to ask for her permission and to let her know this was something i really wanted to do, it was met with silence! And I could tell she was uncomfortable about it so I let her see the studio and MUA I have in mind and that it was a reputable makeover artist who specialises in transgender and Crossdressers with several services on offer, I decided to leave it and not push as i could see she was feeling awkward.

On Tuesday morning i recieved a txt from her saying that if this was what I really wanted to do then i could 'go for it!"

She also said that she was still trying to come to terms with it all but giving her time she will be able to get used to it in her own way.

So now with my wife's blessing and knowledge I can start to plan my first makeover and photo shoot as Catriona.

But all day yesterday I felt quite guilty for having to try and broach the subject again but it was something i had to do and I wasn't going to let time get the better of me again and leaving it so I was affraid to bring the subject up again.

But now she's given me some space to go out and be Catriona, even though its in a safe and accepting environment for trans and Cd's it's not in secret in my house, and the guy who runs the studio is very well respected in the transgender community.

So in a couple of months Catriona is going to be able to have her first makeover, and I feel a major step forward has been achieved.

Lots of love,

Cat xx