Is Crossdressing a Weakness?

In terms of "Me Man Me Big And Strong Me Bread Winner Me the Man of the House Ug" the cave men we're meant to be is it a weakness that we Crossdress?

Last weekend my daughter was doing a sponsored event a fitness task and at the end I urged her to sprint the last 50m but she remained within her comfort zone and maintained her pace..

Now Me "The Boy" or Me even now " The Man" would have a) Wanted to beat my first time (which she did) but b) Would have wanted to beat everyone else and smashed my time and put in a 100m sprint at the end of the run.. Am I too quick to state "Why didn't you Sprint at the end?"

Not meaning it to be critical just wanting her to push herself and push her boundaries as is a Dads duty to want her to be the best and do her best and achieve great things etc .. I wasn't dissapointed in her per say just that she stayed within a comfort zone instead of pushing herself particualry as it was in front of her coach who now had a view of her that "she sits in a comfort zone and wont push herself"

So I upset my daughter and Esme had a go at me... I'm giving Esme I was always a winner the fastest, the most determined blah blah blah and want my kids to be the same..

I'm giving it large here and then i reflect on it as i still want to urge my kids to be the best they can an push their own boundaries and be individuals etc and i suddenly think "Yeah you were great at sport, uber fit, 11 second flat 100m.. did well in eductaion and got a good job..... but you're a bloomin Crossdresser!!!!"

That's me thinking this myself If Esme had said it to me "have a look at yourself yes you may push yourself and where has it got you stressing yourself out and Crossdressing to combat it" Bang to rights!!

So is Crossdressing a weakness of mine? something I turn to to escape Stress? Self inflicted a lot of it with the will to be the best and deliver the best in work and to provide for my family etc.. Crossdressing being turned on doing it, relaxing dressed fully as a woman makeup wig fake tits and all and using it for some form of escapism?

Made me reflect and I know it will blow over and I'll dress again not like its a give it up then thing as it's something I do something I like doing but it did make me feel that i have a weakness and rely on being able to escape dressing up to cope.. I suppose when i was younger and doing it rarely just trying things on i was also playing a lot of sport and stress eeeked out in sport through aggression and effort put into exercise and for the last few years less sport more stress and the need to rid myself of stress with this pill free way of escaping from it in a bloomin dress high heels lingerie wig and lipstick ... mad when you think of it.

I do need to think more about the way i discuss "pushing themselves" with my daughters remembering they are girls not boys and there's hormones and a different approach and they're not me they're their own people which is good and in a way like me as i'm a leader not a follower and want them to be the same and have the same qualities.

I also reflect on our "shyness" discussions and I am glad neither of my kids are shy but they can openly dress as women being girls lol

Has anyone else thought of dressing as a weakness? Not sure why it popped into my head other than I'm talking about being strong etc and i dress up as a woman.

Davina