Back to silence

After opening coms back up a little bit of talking buying heels and a wig and levelling up as a Crossdresser again I really needed to talk but we were back in radio silence.

I wanted to reassure my wife that ok now I have a wig it's another bargaining point and another stage gate in crossdressing .. I wanted to see how feminine I could look and wow as a 30 year old crossdresser I looked pretty good adding the the photos when I dressed on the rewritable CD I'd started to put together.. why?

Who knows why but us Crossdressers are vane

My wife did however level up her own rules a bit in that she wanted to know if I was dressing so she knew to let me know if she was coming home so I could change back.

We developed a text system where I'd type something like I'm going to chill out I'm chilling out or De-stressing which was code for this is me telling you I'll be Crossdressing and she'd ring or text when she always leaving to come home from wherever she was.

But it was months until the need to talk about my crossdressing cropped up again.

I still didn't see the fuss.

I was dressing because

I liked the feel of the clothing

I found it fun

I began to enjoy learning about makeup and transforming myself to look more feminine

The wig was the crowning part of Davina

A few new things too

I felt sexy.. I don't feel sexy as a man but I thought I looked good as Davina

It was escapism from male me..

These are all adding up for future thoughts when I wanted to know why I was a Crossdresser.

Davina