Beginnings - Beyond that Morning Glory

As I said I was a naive kid, had no clue about sex, had no clue about erections and morning Glory I was just glad that it wasn't permanently hard and after a while it would go down..

But I somehow discovered touching it when hard was pleasurable.. pressing it against a pillow felt nice.. I had no idea what I was simulating but it felt nice and there was more embarrassment to come and once more whilst crossdressed for I'd sorta discovered masterbation more rubbing myself into a pillow finding myself in stockings heels and french knickers humping a pillow enjoying the sensation a new sensation at about 11 maybe hit me..

My first orgasm a wet orgasm in the french knickers.. OMG OMG OMG what the hell was that 1. Omg thet felt good that's not happened before followed by it going down and 2. Omg what came out of me pardon the pun id cum in the french knickers and all over my pillow..

New Panic OMG what have I done to it first it was hard now it's shot whatever this is out there must be something wrong with me I was really worried having no clue I'd just had my first orgasm.. but now a new issue..

I couldn't put the knickers back like this and some got on the stockings and the pillow .. into the bathroom hot water and soap.. back before the days of shower gell.. I washed my mother's stockings and french knickers and the pillow case.. now what they're soaking wet??

My mother's hair drier.. problem solved situation rescued things put back where I found them, pillow case back on .. but what shot out of me I'd not wet myself.. how clueless I was as a kid..

But it felt nice.. next time I was ready with toilet paper which I wrapped round it to hump the pillow and that problem solved.. my early form of masterbation whilst crossdressed fantasising I was kissing women and rubbing against them in the fantasy them not me in stockings basques and heels etc..

Young innocent and stupid or uneducated on the birds and bees I'd no idea I was simulating sex.. but the toilet paper saved a mess.. and this became a dirty habbit from that point on 11, 12 years old dressing when I could, and cumming in the toilet paper humping a pillow.

Mad.

In all this time I'd also started playing football, rugby and cricket. I was good if not a little shy but above all I was fast .. faster than anyone I knew in the teams I played in.. I went through infants and junior school winning the sprint every year and onto comprehensive school..

It didn't stop me Crossdressing but I was training or playing sport almost every day so I guess Crossdressing was pretty rare..

Davina