Beginnings

I've crossdressed for a few decades which started before the internet.

The internet allowed me to research and look into why I Crossdress and it also gave me the opportunity to network with other crossdressers .. why did I in the beginning think I was unique trying on women's clothing?

Over the past 20 years I've chatted to 100s men who crossdress maybe 1000s on line and probably at least 50 wives and girlfriends of Crossdressers

I've always asked why they think they dress and I'll blog some reasons.

I've met in the majority a lot of accepting wives but also some wives more negative about their other half being a crossdresser and I'll blog about that too.

So beginnings for me.

When I was a kid Batman was on TV the Original one Adam West quite the opposite of Christian Bales batman as Wears suit was different .. I had a Batman t-shirt as a kid but needed the tights.. so my first foray innocently into crossdressing was wearing grey tights, shorts over the top and my batman t-shirt.. I also had a Superman t-shirt and my mother made me a red cape.. and then I needed blue tights and red shorts to complete the look.

Young maybe 6-7 and innocent but the tights felt nice.. the other thing that felt nice was silly nightgowns of my mother's and I remember walking through M&S lingerie section my mother telling me off for touching all the silly lingerie as I passed it.

Even that young I loved women.. but it was clothing catalogues as I got a bit older that sparked something more.. there was a lingerie section and stunning models..

I'd look in the catalogues at the latest star wars and action man toys and when I was alone I'd check out the lingerie pages my first porn beautiful women in stockings basques knickers and bras..

Did my mother own this sort of stuff and how does it look in person and how does it feel.. one day I must have been about 10 and must have been home alone and I checked..

Wow stockings, suspenders, basque, french knickers and bras plus all colours of tights and high heels..

What made me do it I don't know but I put on the stockings and they felt nice on my legs, suspenders belt, french knickers and heels and wow I'd really started my journey into crossdressing as any opportunity I got I'd sneak in borrow stockings, french knickers etc just try it all on satisfied with my fix I'd take it off put it all back where I found it..

Did I think I was doing something wrong.. I at 10 had crushes on teachers and a girl or two in school and those catalogue models in lingerie.. where was I going to see and feel lingerie in person at that age .. on myself must have been my future engineering problem solving mind..

Did I know I was a crossdresser? .. a what? I was 10 I was just dressing liking the feel and thinking of women.

Around this age new crushes.. Vikki Michelle on Allo Allo in her stockings heels and french maid outfit, Helga the German in the show likewise and the French resistance woman early drivers of my lust for women, stockings and high heels on sexy legs and very sexy role models.. there were others too Cloned Deering on Busk Rodgers was a big crush of mine in her skin right space suit and seeing her in a dress..

I was I suppose fantasising as a 10 year old about these women and others and trying on things I'd love to see and feel on a real woman..

I hid it as I was borrowing my mother's things, did I think it was strange or wrong.. I don't think so it was legitimised in my thinking of wow this feels great id love to have a GF one day who wears this stuff for me so I can feel it on her.. or maybe Vikki Michelle..

So that's how my crossdressing journey innocently began.. I blame batman and Allo Allo for casting such sexy women and the stylist who put them in lingerie stockings and heels and not forgetting red lips 👄

Davina