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What I've not mentioned is the frequency of all this.. it wasn't daily.

I was 10/11 my parents didn't leave me home alone all day or night it's hard to recall how I was home alone but can't have been for long as was stolen moments like my mother popping over the road to see her friend and up I'd go and crossdress for a few minutes..

She must have always taken my sister with her as I know when I did this I was always home alone.. my sister was a few years younger.

Back to the topic secondary or as we used to call it comprehensive school.

I was stupidly shy.. a big regret in my life how shy I was as a kid compared to the confident adult I am now not afraid to speak my mind etc and I had several crushes on girls in Comp but too shy to ask them out.. I also had several crushes on teachers.. I remember them now but won't add names.. the RE teacher we all fancied, my strict English teacher not a looker but fantastic legs, the German and French teachers both lookers and and the Deputy head mistress a brunette always seemed to be in black tights and heels in my recollection..

New fantasies but the same method crossdressing mainly in lingerie stockings and heels never dresses skirts etc just lingerie and the new goal was now to fantasise and get off whilst dressed wishing I was kissing and touching the Deputy head mistress ..

At some point maybe biology I realised that humping action I was making on the pillow was simulating sex and what I excreted for want of better term was semen and the hardness was called an erection..

It was in comp I heard my first swear words the F word was popular among the rougher boys and stupidly I enquired what it meant was laughed at and told what it meant.. and also the word Wanker appeared.. I had no idea what a wanker was we didn't have the internet still just crap BBC computers lol and at home I had a spectrum 48k computer which later graduated to the 128k with a gun and a James bond shooting game which I think was licence to kill related Timothy Dalton as Bond?

I had no idea what a wanker was but at some point worked out how to do just that so naive still I also remember a girl in school asking me if I knew what a blow job was and laughed at me for not knowing and then she told me and I said that's stupid surely it's a suck job then which made her laugh at me even more..

Anyway that's embarrassing but I had graduated between 12-16 into a tosser literally not metaphorically.. I was a good kid, good at sport, intelligent enough but life for me was sport and girls but still too shy to ask a girl out..

I did have a girlfriend we sorta became bf and gf for a bit and kissed but I don't recall asking her out or ever finishing with her but we were an item for a bit..

As I said crossdressing frequency wasn't every day it was when I had opportunity and if I felt like doing it .. tossing off became something I did thinking of girls and women when not dressed.. maybe that's more a typical teenage boy thing.. as posters of women started to replace footballers and rugby players on my wall..

If my parents ever knew I was crossdressing they must have been relieved to see posters of women on my wall..

Thinking back 15-16 I was playing sport Saturdays and Sundays, training 2-3 times per week and if not training I was running or down the park playing football, rugby, cricket, American football or runouts.. sport was life..

Crossdressing was very occasional.. getting off over girls and women more frequent.

Davina