Even relaxed on holiday the urge is there

Into day 3 of a family holiday.. wife having a siesta the family chilling and I'm pretty chilled out for a change maybe as work finishes on a high before coming here. Things going well but still before I came on hols wanted to dress working from home and couldn't

Now out here and sat on the balcony listening to the transgendered Spanish life guard who's constantly been on a mobile phone all day prattle away from our pool overlooking balcony.. nice to see a trans person keeping the swimmers safe.. a sign it's becoming more accepting tho the family did debate man? Woman? Trans.. Does it matter.

Boy would they have a shock if they knew I was a crossdresser and the urge despite being on holiday and chilled out more than I thought I would be I'd love to be able to put on makeup and a nice dress and heels out here now with some nice lingerie and just chill on this balcony as Davina..

Diet and out walking when home after this indulgence and see if I can lose some weight before my birthday and before our next holiday which I hope will be me and Esme in September somewhere warm in Spain or the Canaries..

The urge even when chilled doesn't leave.. I enjoy being Davina.