Head in the sand..

After the makeover and coming out as mentioned I'd levelled up, I had some lingerie of my own but I'd also seen that I could look like a woman..

Rule set my wife didn't want to see me dressed, if I had to dress it had to be when home alone and leaving no evidence so that's how it was for a while it was like none of this had happened .. I did dress a little more and tried makeup when I dressed and my wife had nothing to do with it.

Her head was in the sand ignoring and putting out of her mind that I was a Crossdresser a period of time I thought it was all a waste of time coming out to her, the tears and angst and struggles to talk about it..

And we stopped talking about me being a crossdresser but I think I needed to talk about it.. did I need counselling.. probably but us men don't admit to weakness, don't show emotion we bottle things up.

This was a big thing in our lives and marriage and we'd stopped all communication.

I still felt I needed to reassure her I needed to talk about this thing I did.. I tried to find a time, and angle and opportunity to bring it up to reassure her.. but I couldn't do it and months passed it wiped from her mind.

Davina