It wasn't just Mums things ..

Ask any crossdresser who started exploring crossdressing as a kid and it was their mother's things they first wore.. some maybe an older sister but I had a younger sister and never wore anything of hers..

But also ask a crossdresser what they'd do to get their fix of lingerie or nylon and some will say well it wasn't just my mother's things..

This was true for me although rare an opportunity but me and my friends were all into computers spectrum 48k graduating to 128k with the built in tape deck and commodore 64 then later in life the Atari Ste and Amiga computers .. most of the time we'd be in the park from 10 years old up into our late teens with a round or egg shape ball.. but when it rained we'd be in one another's house for hours .. Space command, command and conquer, football manager, sensible soccer, Brian Clough football manager.. and occasionally when I went to the bathroom in a friend's house..

Yes you've guessed it I'd find lingerie or hosiery drying on the radiator from the wash and bad to say sometimes worn lingerie of a friend's mother and yes guilty I'd try it on.. I even swiped some stockings off the radiator on the landing one day of a mate's mum to try them on in the bathroom then scrunch them and put them back.. so bad I know but it happened I'm ashamed of it but not ashamed of it .. madness doing it but hey ho it was a fetish back then and exciting trying on another woman's lingerie.

I sometimes think now when my wife's showered or had a bath and a left her knickers, bra sometimes tights on the bathroom floor what if someone visits, what if it's the BF or one of our kids and he tries her things on??

I know in that situation as a teenager I'd have found it hard to resist checking out the lingerie and tights and maybe trying them on..

Perverted? Or curious or just a teenage fetish?

It happened I'm not proud of it but giving you the pathway from beginnings to where I am today as "Davina" a crossdressing married man.

Davina