Need to dress but cant

The pandemic messed life up for a lot of people in many ways some very sad too.

For Davina it saw the kids reach an age where they didn't need baby sitting and they could come and go as they please so opportunity to be Davina at home drastically diminished.

More work video meetings now than face to face meetings so less hotel stays to be Davina.

So how does a crossdresser out to his wife with her acceptance but no one else especially the kids finding out he's a crossdresser manage to crossdress.. the answer is he's stuck.

Up to this point in my blog it's been a history of how I started dressing through to the elation of girls nights in with my wife but now I'm pretty stuck needing to dress for escapism but unable to dress..

2025 I need to find a way after a few lean years of Davina time.

Why do I need to dress?

I enjoy it.

I put everything and everyone else ahead of my need.

Stress levels are high.

Expectation of me is high.

It's my escapism from the above.

The older I'm getting the stress seems to be growing, not just stress but frustrations with things like work, sport, elements of home life and I just need my escape method.. a few hours to crossdress and chill out and it's not there and it affects my mental health.

I wonder how many other tgirls use crossdressing as a stress busting escape.

Davina