Oh no where's Mums things gone?

How old was I? Maybe 14 or 15 ..

As I've said sporadically crossdressing if I had opportunity and if I felt like it..

Saturday night home alone a few hours .. I feel like some french knickers stockings and heels..

I had a go to pair I'd never seen my mother wearing black peep toe 3.5 inch heel the fit me tho were getting tight as I was growing.

So step one grab the heels from the ottoman at the foot of the bed.. oh no they're not there.. quick search no they've gone arghh..

Never mind I fancy the basque and black french knickers.. also disappeared along with the black stockings ..

I couldnt find them anywhere and never saw them again so settled for something else and some tights but my mother wasn't much of a heels wearer so no real substitution..

Maybe she'd had a sort out and chucked it all.

Was years later thinking back maybe she didn't have a sort out maybe she knew I was wearing those things and got rid of them to stop me..

I remember around 15 which must have been around the time these items disappeared I'd played rugby.. my dad straight off night shift took me to rugby I'd come home had a bath and he'd gone to bed knackered from the night shift and for some reason my mother and sister not home I'd wrapped a towel round me and in the kitchen was a clothes horse.. on the cloths horse a black lacy silky nighty type thing and I couldn't resist putting it on feeling it against me.. I also looked up for some reason through the sky light in the kitchen to see my Dad looking down at me out of his bedroom window.. Panic!! The nighty off and back on clothes horse towel back round my waist and then he's in the living room and out the kitchen and asks what I'm doing.. nothing just had a bath need to get changed..

Nothing else said.. but maybe this added the other 1+1 to equal 2 and my mother realising I'd been crossdressing and what I'd been wearing.. I think they knew I was doing it and I know he saw me thru the skylight.. luckily a dnmaybe enough doubt as the skylight was a bit murky and not very clear..

So a bit gutted with the loss of the heels and my favourite go to lingerie and stockings.

Davina