Panda Eyes

"You've got Panda eyes" she told me..

What the hell were Panda eyes?

Google by now was a thing.. 'whats panda eyes?'

There were a few answers from Google on a skin condition, dark area under eyes caused by tiredness and stress.. then I found it..

"Dark area under eyes left by eye makeup mainly from eye liner or mascara removal"

She's noticed I had been wearing makeup.. oops that was one of her rules leave no evidence I was crossdressing and there it was and if she could see my Panda eyes 🐼 then so could other people but they'd be more inclined to think this Alpha male was just tired than think he's probably been crossdressing and wearing makeup..

So I'd try harder to assure if I dressed that I'd removed eye makeup better and I think this resulted in me rubbing that area too much almost giving myself black eyes ..

I discovered post makeup removal Nivea moisturiser and specific under eye moisturiser and also how to create the eye liner with dabs on a small angled makeup brush using dark eye shadow as liner as opposed to an eye liner pencil which came off easier..

Instead of just makeup wipes I'd put Nivea moisturiser on my made up face then wipe it all all and found that removed makeup far easier and the evidence was gone..

I did once leave some lingerie on the bed too and she told me off about that oops..

I also remember working from home once crossdressed before I told her I sometimes worked from home as Davina, before video work calls and a knock at the door, I didn't answer another knock, I didn't answer my phone rings it's my Dad.. another knock.. a phone message.. 'Your cars here are you working from home I'm at the front door' I ignore it then think what if something's wrong..

So quickly undress and just using makeup wipes removed makeup male clothes on and go to the door.. he wasn't there but was chatting to my neighbour a few doors up I wave and a few mins later he came in.. a dentist appointment near us for my mother so he popped to see me for 5 mins ..

He left shortly after and I happened to look in the mirror oh no Panda eyes and what's worse I hadn't got rid of the mascara my lashes still darker than usual.. may have explained my Dad looking at me strange.. another OMG Oops moment in the life of this Crossdresser.

Davina

Davina