What do we feel when crossdressed?

I guess all women my wife included don't really get it.. Men have everything right?

Better pay, more strength, more rights??

It's a man's world after all as the song goes so why women may ask wear "their" things and put on "their" makeup and try to look like them?

Let me rewind.. I will quote another T-Girl who's also an author of one of the books I've read on Crossdressing.. "It's not women's clothing it's my clothing I bought it"

Ok contentious and all that and some women would and do take offence to men Crossdressing in "their" things or rather "Women's things".. but do women not wear mens things? And wear them openly?

It's ok to be a Tom-Boy but not the other way round it's probably called a Sissy-boy or Fem-boy and more derogatory things so..

They're my tights, heels, lingerie, dress, wig and makeup and I enjoy crossdressing but how does it make me feel?

Back to women including my wife not getting this but they can dress however they like, wear makeup or not whenever they like we can't..

I'll start from the bottom up

I love high heels 👠 👠 on women and like wearing them myself the angle of the heels make one's legs more shapely .. I probably even with limited dressing wear heels more than my wife.

Tights or stockings I love black tights or stockings on women and on me I love how they feel on, I love how it feels to run my hands up my legs wearing them and how my legs look in them.. I hear women moan about them but I really like wearing tights..

Today I wore a black body which is shaping but also looks nice and my fake boobs fit in it nicely. I love how it fits me tight and how it looks (I love sexy lingerie especially black on women or on myself)

Dresses or rather certain lengths and types of dresses I like how they feel and look on me short enough to show off my legs not too short to be called slutty and a v neck usually.. Classy not trashy .

My c cup boobs I love how they give me a more feminine figure as I aim to try to pass and they also have a bit of weight and once warm feels a part of me.

Makeup I enjoy from moisturising and foundation to highlight and contour, doing my eyes and lips seeing myself slowly look more feminine and passable as a woman and then my wig which completes the transformation and a spritz of perfume..

I look at myself and recognise Davina not male me.. I feel different it's like a release valve for stress .. it's really hard to describe how I feel exactly .. happy, content? Not sure they're the right words but the escapism from male me or needs a new word to describe how it makes me feel..

Once dressed I'll get on with work and just feel me but again somehow less stressed.. more relaxed and I feel sexy.. in what I'm wearing and I think in how I look I feel sexy and as close to feminine as I can probably feel and miles away from the alpha male me.

I'm not doing too good here explaining how I feel as Davina as it's hard to put down in words but sometimes like today having to change back despite being dressed for 3 and a bit hours I could have if it were possible stayed dressed a few more hours and I can say how that feels if I'm not content or after enjoying being dressed when I have the change back..

Sometimes disappointed that I have to undress and take off makeup.. which I'll do eventually but sometimes it feels too soon especially if I think I have more time but for whatever reason it's cut short..

But at least I have an opportunity to dress again tomorrow so maybe it's not as bad a feeling today changing back at 14:00 knowing tomorrow's another fem day..

What it doesn't feel when I Crossdress is wrong.. it doesn't feel wrong at all.. but also doesn't feel 100% right which is maybe societal pressure against being on the trans spectrum.. the benefits of Crossdressing and effects on my mental state outweigh that massively.

That's all for now I may edit this if I find better descriptions for how Crossdressing makes me feel.

Davina