Would I present fem more if I could?

I've floated this question on my Forum why do men crossdress and answers are coming in and a lot with comments how it's impossible due to life's hurdles and wives not knowing or not accepting.

I know a few years ago I had opportunity for 5 working days to present as Davina, my wife was also working from home and it was a nice routine of getting up sort the kids off to school then shave, makeup pick a dress etc and was nice 5 days in a row presenting as Davina as I worked with a plan to also dress on the Saturday as the kids had planned sleepovers and my wife was out with family for a drink .. no idea how my wife felt seeing me more chilled every day as Davina working from home but she was aware of my plan on the Saturday to be Davina again a 6th day in a row.. my luck my youngest was ill and didn't go to a sleepover so I didn't get that day to myself without working my plans had been to sort my dresses and things out change outfits multiple times and just chill as Davina and even totes with the idea of picking my wife up from the train station as Davina..wouldn't have happened as would have had to take her mum and sister home.. good way of coming out.

So having had that 5 days in a row experience would I dress more of I could?

My wife's No1 fear is that I'd dress more, I'd go out dressed and people would find out I Crossdress.

But the answer is I would love to wake up and present however I felt that day..

I prefer knickers to boxers, I like a dress more than trousers or joggers, I enjoy putting on makeup and looking and feeling different so yeah I'd probably present fem a lot more than a few times per year if I could but I'd not overdo it to the extent that my wife hardly ever sees male me.. although she says Davina is nicer maybe she'd like more fem company more lol.

Does this mean I'm more trans than I've admitted? I don't think so it's like any other hobby if this is a hobby you want to do things you enjoy more and more and I like becoming a red lipped leggy blonde.

Davina