Hi everyone my name is Stephanie, I am a mature crossdresser and live near to Derby/Nottingham. I began crossdressing in my teens but never fully and found marriage and two young children just got in the way.
When my marriage broke up my mind immediately returned to thoughts of crossdressing, this is when I bought my own dress and wig. However on the start of another relationship tried to put thoughts of crossdressing behind me, little did i know that was impossible. Unfotunatly second significant relationship broke down and again i turned to crossdressing only this time i wanted to fully dress wig, make up jewellery, you know the score. I can't now dress unless it's the full works so to speak.
I should at this stage either not started another relationship or been brave enough at the start tell the other person about Stephanie ...But i didn't
I now find myself in the same situation married to a beautiful person but still wanting my female time, too scared to tell my wife as i do not want to lose her
Thats me in a nutshell albeit a large one
Hi and welcome Stephanie.
I empathise entirely with your current dilemma, as I found myself in a similar situation. I hope you can find your own solution, and perhaps you may find the support and encouragement and support you need here :)