By: Katie

Subject: Thought process

I was walking down the road yesterday evening and there was a couple walking in front of me. She has nice smooth, tanned legs. He had pale, skinny, hairy ones. I know which legs I found most attractive.

I tried to follow my thought process. If the most attractive legs were the woman's legs then if I wanted to be attractive then I need legs like those.I guess somewhere there is a cross over in my wiring. Is that how other crossdressers feel?

I couldn't see what a woman would find attractive about the man's legs. I can see a woman thinking that the girl's legs were attractive to men and therefore she'd like legs like those but not actually being attracted to the legs.

Taking the thought process further. Because I find women attractive I need to dress as a woman to be attractive. I guess that goes back to Sindy's point about do we find ourselves attractive.

When a man find a woman attractive he thinks that he need to dress / act in a way that she will find attractive. I get that and will dress / act in a way that women find attractive, however, I don't always feel that sexy. When I dress as a woman I feel sexy.

Somewhere my thought process must get muddled.

So dressing makes me feel sexy and good about myself. It's done for my benefit and nobody else's.

Does that make sense?