Its weird after 30+ years crossdressing for the most part hiding it away but for the last at least 15 years my wife knowing i do it and for the last 8 my wife accepting it i can still go back to self doubt.. Why am i dressing how must this make her feel?
Now im back to why is my mind telling me this again? I enjoy it it helps me de-stress and does no harm but even the most resolved of us continue to have this wobble be it the wife of a tgirl wobbling after accepting it or even the crossdresser having a wobble with acceptance.
Working from home tomorrow and will be dressing for the first time in a month and will feel great and ill gain wonder why the wobble.
I think if you cease for a bit or dont discuss it or it goes a bit cold the self doubts can creep back in.
Looking forward to working from home tomorrow but how to dress?
Much better thanks Shingles wasn't nice.
Man Flu now tho.. you wouldn't understand lol
Maybe dressing would be the cure would just be flu if I could fool it I'm a woman lol.
Davina
Hope you're feeling better chick lol
Emma x
Monday morning and still suffering from shingles getting back pain feeling tired and run down but woke with the urge this morning to want to dress.
I know you've been feeling really down with shingles and work. Enough to put anyone off anything!
We all have periods of self doubt but as Emma says you just need to dust yourself down and forge ahead. Maybe oneday you'll decide you no longer want to crossdress. We all wax and wane but I'm not sure you've reached that point yet.
Katie
Davina get your glad rags on you know you enjoy it but first give your self a slap as we cant have you having a wobble about why you crossdress when its obvious its your outlet for stress relief and you enjoy being crossdressed so heels on and snap out of it.