Its weird after 30+ years crossdressing for the most part hiding it away but for the last at least 15 years my wife knowing i do it and for the last 8 my wife accepting it i can still go back to self doubt.. Why am i dressing how must this make her feel?

Now im back to why is my mind telling me this again? I enjoy it it helps me de-stress and does no harm but even the most resolved of us continue to have this wobble be it the wife of a tgirl wobbling after accepting it or even the crossdresser having a wobble with acceptance.

Working from home tomorrow and will be dressing for the first time in a month and will feel great and ill gain wonder why the wobble.

I think if you cease for a bit or dont discuss it or it goes a bit cold the self doubts can creep back in.

Looking forward to working from home tomorrow but how to dress?